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January 2011
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For those who are interested on me.

It is amazing how, you can go from doing nothing to having life bite you hard. I have been alive. Just not in a very good mood lately. A family friend died last week. I am very sad at her passing. she had become like another grandmother to me. I feel guilty that I do not grieve for her more though. I feel as though, it does her an injustice, but I can not make myself feel something iI do not. Perhaps, when my life is less stressful, I will have time and energy to devote to her passing. I did/do care for her. I will miss her.

We were suppose to go to her funeral saturday. I did not want to do this, on one front who wants to go to funerals, on another front, I just don't DO funerals, ever! Then there was the grave side burial. I put my foot down. Okay no- that wasn't happening. I refused to watch my grandfather be entured, I was NOT doing it for a friend. Sorry, no. I know my limits. I don't care if you are offended. It is not happening. However, my mother and step-father got serious stomach issues and with her immuno suppresesents- we decided it was best we didn't go....

I spent the rest of the time. Applying for jobs. 10 job apps in one week. No interview calls. Sighs this is the pattern. Though I am trying to get something called CRC certification. Basically I get to take the ACT over again and get a medal rating. It proves to employeers that my years in college getting my BA in a Double major in Sociology and English has not made me less intelligent I guess. ::sighs:: Personally, I think it is jsut another hoop to jump through.


I helped my parents set up a bussiness website on tripod, the absolute JOY of that, let me tell you! And a facebook ad! However her sense of accomplishment makes me happy. The bussiness has entered the 21st century finally! Now if only it would start making enough money so that we could start taking the last little bit out of my savings....

I feel my finical artieries bleeding out, but there is nothing I can do about it. I have no job, and the bussiness needed the ads, we weren't getting bussiness, and with the economy we absolutely HAD to at least file bankrupatcy for one of them.....

However, with me finished with school, that means no more finiacal aide and those loans needing to be paid back Not to sound despreate but I need a job.

My family, yes they are still being complete and absolute asshats.

I did splurge and buy the Serena Williams TSV from HSN I put it on the credit card, along with a pair of jeans. I didn't want to. Mom told me too, I am glad she did. I got it today. I AM IN LOVE!!!! Yes, with a peice of clothing. It is worth a tiny bit of credit card bill for this. ::nods:: I deserve this.

Mood anxiousMood anxious
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